Everything is solar powered. If I don't see the sun, life takes a turn for the worst. I also become vitamin D deficient and a bit of an arse ache to live with. But today has been sunny and productive. After over two years of talking about what we might do to the garden, we actually sorted the vegetable patch out. With a little help from the FIL. Freddie is tied into this really as it's my hope that one of our new flower beds will become his - a wildflower meadow where I can find some time with him. So that combined with an offer of help, sort of kick started things. Two days in the sunshine creating new memories which include him. It can't be a bad thing (now that the bad thing already happened).
Let there be light on my skin to guide my soul outwards, to share in others and take down the walls of grief. Let the sun melt away my worry and gently place freckles of hope across my body like particles of him.
Let him shimmer across all living things. Let him be part of the crab apple tree that grows from his grave. May the birds and bees enjoy the blossom and apples. Let them carry his atoms and spirit across the sky to become a part of everything around and below.
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